ughhh i hate being a teenage girl!

ok so don't be thrown off by the title of this post. i mean there are like a million and one reasons i love that i'm not being a guy, a lot of them are obvious reasons i mean seriously? who wants nasty hair all over their face and chest and back. like nastyy. but i hate being a girl sometimes!

and like seriously i mean i hate fricken pmsing because i get sooooo bitchy and like...emotional ya know? it suckss! and my mom just DOES NOT understand that my hormones basically control my body. like i'm not even kidding. like i'll try to be nice and i'll think of nice things to say and using a nice attitude and all that jazz...but then once i talk it comes out all wrong and snotty. and then i get in trouble. but my mom just doesn't understand obviously. i mean she was like over her problems before i was even born! i know shes olddddd.

but then so shes been so mean lately! like she's all mad that i went over on my minutes last month, but i'm a girl. i talk. i love my phone. its my baby. i mean i named him! his names cam in case you were wondering. i mean i'm close to him. of course 175 minutes a month isn't enough! thats like barely 3 hours! i mean if i don't talk to someone i'm gonna talk to myself and we all just know thats kinda weird. ik everyone does it...maybe? whatever so now she took my phone away cause i was talking to my bestie on the phone and she spazzed out. she also almost made me walk home yesterday for the most stupid reason ever!

ok heres the story: so i had cheer practice yesterday and we had to drop two people off at home. so we dropped them off and shes like ok were going to the library now. and i was like what? i don't even have my library card with me or anything. and she SPAZZED out! she was all like blah blah i told you blah blah why dont' you listen. and i was like WTF? you never told me we were going. and shes all blah blah i told you yesterday blah blah you make me angry. and iwas like sorry but you never said anything i swear. and shes like "get out and walk home!!!" and i was like hahaha youre funny b***h. ok so i didn't say that but i was like no. and yeahh idk what her problem is lately.

ughh whatever. and if mother/daughter problems aren't hard enough theres like a million guy problems i have to think about. so i talked to my friend about it, and she has the EXACT SAME problem as me. so neither of us know what to do! its horrible. god i hate being a girl!!! but i love it at the same time :]

life is just a love/hate relationship with me

all nighters

ok so have you ever tried to pull an alll nighter cause me and my friend jackie are kinda crashing from one right at this very moment. it was actually not that hard to stay awake but now that the sun is up were really tired.

so i was freaking out yesterday morning cause my mom woke me up at 11:30 and it honestly took me and hour and a half just to do my hair and makeup and then i had to get my bag packed and leave to come to jackies for this fourth of july thing it was pretty awesome. so i brought like all my spa goodies like 2 face masks, nail polish, and makeup and all this other crap and like three movies.

so first we watched the corpse bride while we waited for our face masks to dry and then we watched mirrors while we waited for our toes to dry and yeahh it was a pretty messed up movie. and then we watched the love guru while we waited for our nails to dry. and yeahh i missed like half of it cause i was on facebook but i'll watch the rest of it later.

and then after that we tried to play guitar hero but we got bored so we tried to play ping pong and got bored so we decided to make MUSIC VIDEOSS!!! we made two for Juliet by LMNT and then one for Baby One More Time by Britney, Everytime We Touch by Cascada, Bye Bye Bye by NSYNC, and Upside Down by the A*Teens. It was so much fun to do but none of those movies can go on facebook. well maybe eventually but just not now.

ok so there are some things to do when youre trying to stay awake. texting ppl also doesn't hurt. and downing 3/4 of a 2 liter bottle of coke also helps you a lot. like i swear i drank that whole thing. and me and jackie like finished a whole thing of cookies from jewel and there were 24 in there! ik im such a fattie but its so much fun and im not even tired anymore!

but then we have to go to church in a couple of hours and i think i'm gonna just about die in church. but then they can say a prayer for me to go to heaven and hallelujah praise the lord we all live together happily ever after the end amen!!

country girl at heart

So usually my recently played songs on my iPod are all alternative and rock of course, since its my favorite. But lately i've been rocking out to country. The songs are so pretty and so close to you. Like you can relate to them easily....idk its weird. Alise knows what i mean i'm suree.
So anyways these are the songs i can't stop listening to...
All-American Girl by Carrie Underwood
Just a Dream by Carrie Underwood
Wasted by Carrie Underwood
Don't Forget to Remember Me by Carrie Underwood
Some Hearts by Carrie Underwood
Inside Your Heaven by Carrie Underwood
Summer Nights by Rascal Flatts
Kiss a Girl by Keith Urban
Sweet Thing by Keith Urban
You'll Think of Me by Keith Urban

Listen to them you won't be disappointed!

summer

so my summer isn't exactly going the way i want it to because all i've been doing is cheerleading! i have all next week off though which is good :] but i was sitting in my brothers car the other night on the way to see transformers 2 (which was amazing by the way go see it!) and the sunroof was open and i felt the warm summer air like all around me and i miss how i haven't been able to go outside at night. Night air is like my favorite smell (idc if you can't smell it but i can) next to rain. and the two mixed make happines. But yeahh thats basically it. And i have a new guy on my radar too :] can't say the name in case someone sees this...but yeahh. now i just gotta dig up some dirt on him and i'll figure out what i should do with him.
so i'm off to snoop. ttyl chikass :)

peoplee

so i couldn't sleep last night AT ALL. yesterday was one of those days when i like seriously thought about...life in general right. like i talked to my best friend about stuff and someone else was talking to me and i was thinking about how much i've changed this year and stuff, not nescessarily all bad things but just like looking back and stuff. so i didn't fall asleep till 4:30 and i only got 2 hours of sleep, but i'm still functioning as if i got like 10 hours. its weird.

so yeahh i was just thinking about people in general and the kind of people i surrond myself with. like i don't have a set clique of friends, i kinda travel a lot and i like it but then i don't. cause not everyone in each group is like really good friends with me. its kinda weird. but i mean i love to talk and i talk to everyonee and i just love people. i'm a people person.

so i realized that ever since i had a huge fight with my best friend last summer and totally snapped at her after 10 years of crap i bottled up, i've become so open about things with certain people. there's definitely people i don't really tell certain stuff to because they're just not gonna get it, but i like those people i can share life's little stories with. and i also realized that ever since i snapped last summer i've been like...a bigger bitch. like i've almost forgotten my limits. i'm straight up about stuff like if i don't like you you're gonna know, kinda like that. and i just say whatever i want to because i can't hold things in anymore because it just killss me. so yeahh ik this is really random but i use this blog to vent about life, obviouslyy...

uhmm so then i was talking to this other person last night and it just surprised me that this person like was so...comfortable and open about everything and like we barely talk and they just like told me all this stuff. we were talking about something and then they just said "i don't wanna talk about it" and i mean me being who i am i was like ohh are you sure you can tell me anything you know. like stuff like that. and yeahh.

so then again i realized that you get out of people what you give them. like if you're nice to someone and you trust them, then they'll be nice to you and yeahh. it just bothers me how things are sometimes so unbalanced where you're really nice to someone but they don't really return the favor you know? or how you always let your best friend have the good spot on the couch but they never give it up for you. yeahh idk.

ok so done now idk randomness is my specialty :]
ttylll!

omg again!

so wanna know todays biggest pet peeve: poseurs. copy cats. fakes. people who copy everyone.

ok so idk why (well i do but i'm not gonna say) but i kinda almost have reached my breaking point with this. i absolutely HATE people who aren't themselves. i hate hate hate it. it annoys me so much! like i honestly can't stand it!!!!

there are people i know who act so fake and two-faced i don't ever know which side of them to believe. well wanna know what a copy cat is. heres the sure ways to see that someone is copying other people:

1. they kinda change styles easily, usually outward appearence i.e. clothes. they can go from being really skaterish to really preppy depending on what all their friends wear.
2. they say they hate something and then when you like it they magically do too.
3. whatever you start to do or wear they automatically think its cool and buy themselves the thing too
4. they have the same likes as you just so you think they're cool
5. the really stress the issue that they're really original and not like everyone else
6. they say whatever you say to them as combacks.
7. if you don't like something about them they don't like it about you either even if it doesnt make sense.
8. they hate when people copy them but they don't notice that they copy other people
9. they try to make you look like you're fake

so i'm sorry those aren't very clear but i'm just trying to vent this anger of mine in a very relaxed neutral way so the person who i'm basically talking about doesn't see this and think i'm talking about them. but basically i hate people like that, and my school is basically full of fake, two-faced people so i deal with it pretty easily. but i've reached my point and i might confront this person about it soon.

it's not really a good thing when friends and people influence you like that because they can influence you do to some other really stupid stuff. and yeahh "everyone does it" but whatever its not cool and youre not cool for acting like someone else so give it up its so stupid! just be your own person and stop caring about what your friends think of you!

amen praise the lord hallelujah!
done :]

uhmm wow

biggest pet peeve of the day: people who think they're better than everyone else.

i hate hate hate people like that. i mean doesn't everyone? so i mean lets say that theoretically there was this really annoying girl on my team (sport doesn't matter) and so in theory no one really likes this girl. and so hypothetically this girl was just standing there today doing a little craft project well we were supposed to be getting ready for our "sport" practice. and continuing on with our little "fictional story" this girl was said she didn't need to stretch or get ready for practice because her "insert type of jump here" was better than everyone elses "insert jump here" which technically (not really) means that it can't go any higher and I QUOTE "IS ALREADY PERFECT" (which it isn't i mean things can always improve). so then lets say that i just magically happened to slap this girl and she went flying across the floor.

ohhkayy so that last part with the slapping didn't happen but OMG i was so ready to. i just wanted to smack that girl she annoys me so much! idk why but i had to share and sorry if you don't really understand what i'm talking about but i have to keep it secret incase karen sees it :]

ohhkayy well i'm off! ttfn!

welll...

ok so i haven't blogged in a while and i miss it. so let's get started.

first of all thank god its summahh! i'm so excited. so most people when they think of summer they think of beaches and bikinis and boyss and getting tan blah blah blah. but when i say summer i think of...boyss and NOT getting tan and cheerleading? yeahh i made cheer as my friend alise pointed out a while ago on her blog. i really haven't been keeping up with this very well. so yeah i'm gonna be cheerleading a lot this summer. and yes it is a sport so don't go all weirdo on me.

so second of all. summer means summer boys right. well obviously! but idk guyss are so confusing. i mean yes girls are more confusing and our emotions are always based on some fricken retarded cycle of hormones which btw suckss! but guys are so cryptic.one minute they text you and the next they don't wanna really talk. and one day they're all flirty and the next they're all one-word texters. which is the most annoying thing everr!
but i still love themm :] mostly because they're funn to look at haha

and hmmm....so i'm not really gonna talk about tv shows anymore cause that just bores me and theyre always changing and theres a new show every night and i really don't have time to give a review for all of them i mean its not like my criticism is doing anything right?
but i will say that one tree hill is basically the best show ever created! i started watching it in the middle of the 5th season and i was already hooked, and now i'm borrowing my friends earlier seasons and i can't stop watching it. but i just finished the second and i don't have the third yet. i'm seriously going crazyy!

and ok so talking about friends now, and just people in general i guess. i hate how so many people are fake. remember those fake tanned girls i was talking about? the oompa-loompas? yeahh basically every girl i know uses their stupid spray tan to cover up the real them. like not just physically but its like they don't want anyone to know who they really are. which is retarded cause its obvious that everyone knows those girls are poseurs and all that and stuff.

speaking of poseurs. lets say i have this friend. and this friend alwayss copies other friends. yet she hates when people copy her because she "likes to be herself". well yeahh right she doesn't even know how to be herself. its like she does stuff just to be cool and whatever and its not. and i don't even think she notices she's doing it. but everyone else does. some people are just blinded by popularity and theyre insecure about everything. if you confront them about it though, be prepared to hear "i don't do it to be cool i do it because i like to" and we all know thats a load of BS.

hmm what else can i blab on about? idk fresh out of things to talk about.
i'll post later chikass :]

she walked away

They were two little kids. They were always seen together riding bikes and eating popsicles in the summer. They colored together and played house and pretended to be married. Their parents thought it would be funny if they fell in love, so they did.
It was summer. He called her up on her phone and told her to meet him at the bridge just down the road from their houses. She hadn’t ever been there before so she wasn’t quite sure where to go, but he told her she would see him waiting. She walked up there right to the middle above the water with the sun setting when he told her he loved her. They never went out before, but they were best friends. The best that best can ever get. Deep down she wanted him to say that, but also didn’t want him too because she was afraid of what would happen if they didn’t stay together forever. But instead she went along with him and said it back to him.
So that’s that and they were a couple. They were always seen riding bikes together and eating popsicles in the summer. They still colored sometimes and talked about what it would be like if they really got married. They talked about school and what was going to happen in the future. They told each other everything and shared all their secrets. Their parents wondered what would happen if they fell out of love, so they did.
It was the end of summer. He called her up on her phone and told her to meet him in a field behind their house. She hadn’t ever been there before but she knew she would see him there waiting. She had no idea what to expect but she wasn’t scared because it was her best friend and he probably just wanted to hang out somewhere special. But she got there and the feeling was all wrong. Then he said it. There was another person he loved. Her world just came crashing down in front of her. Her best friend cheated on her with someone else. How could he do that to her? She just stood there and waited for him to apologize, but nothing came. He just walked away.
Then the next summer was a different summer. They weren’t seen together. It was always him with his friends and her with her friends doing different things. They never talked and they never hung out. Then he called her up and told her to meet him at the bridge. She went there right to the middle, above the water where the sun was setting. He apologized and told her he loved her. He stood there waiting for her to say it back, but she knew better than to get her heart broken again. So this time, she walked away.

so what is a best friend?

So how do you know when someone is your true friend? Or even better, your best friend. Sometimes it's hard to tell but i think i've found out who my true friends are.

Relationships are never perfect. Sometimes you're gonna fight with each other. Sometimes you'll laugh. Sometimes you'll cry. But usually you laugh until you cry :) It doesn't matter if you treat them like crap one day and then like a god the next day, although that can be pretty annoying sometimes...take it from girl who sometimes does that and sometimes has that done to her. But since relationships in general are never perfect, neither are friendships.

The best friendships don't always occur between people who are just like you. They can happen between anyone, and sometimes with total opposites. I know my best friend and me aren't totally alike, but its the differences that make it fun for us to be around each other. We never really fight that much but when we do we always get over it and then become closer than ever.

That's another thing. You have to be able to cross those bridges together. You have to make-up from fights. You have to more forward together. Your best friends are the ones who will always be there for you. They're the ones who can tell you what a jerk your ex-boyfriend is. They can tell you to stop flirting with some guy who's a total loser (and yes that is a good thing to be stopped from). They can also tell you when something makes you look fat, and you won't even take offense from it!

Best friends are trustworthy. You can tell them anything and know that they're not gonna go blabbing to someone else about it. I think that's the most important part. Because a part of being trustworthy is being honest, and who wants to be friends with a world class liar? Sometimes friends prove to be un-trustworthy, and it takes a lot to gain that trust back, but you always can if they mean enough to you.

And best friends don't come with a warning label that's for sure! And they don't come with an instruction manuel. You're both on this ride together so you can make up your own instructions as you go along. The only instruction manuel to follow is the Girl Code of course. But even then it can be kinda hard to do. Don't think that if you forget one rule that you're gonna fail as a friend, because that's totally not true. But you might wanna read up on that just in case :)

The most important thing about is friend is that they make you laugh. Laughing always makes you feel better, its a proven fact! And laughing adds seconds on to your life. From all the times i've laughed in my life i've had to add on about 20 years not even kidding! Laughing creates memories and memories last forever :)

new and improved?

So i'm just going to start off by saying sorry that i haven't blogged in a really long time. So anyways. I personally am obsessed with music. It makes you feel things that are true, like love and saddness, making up, breaking up; all those things are a part of it. That's why i'm always open to new music! So i'm not that much of a country fan except for ALLLL the taylor swift songs on my iPod, but this new Keith Urban album seems really good. I have Kiss a Girl on my iPod now and i just CAN'T stop listening to it! It's so addictive. and idk why! It's gonna be on my summer playlist for sure!

And also last night i finally watched Dirty Dancing all the way through. I'd seen parts of it a while ago and stuff but i never got to see the whole thing, and now that i have its one of my FAVORITE movies. I love dance movies and dance + love makes them 100 times better. I mean they were doing some serious dirty dancing in that movie. Among other things ;)

So yeahh all these 80's movies are my favorites now. I'd been meaning to see some of them FOREVER but never got the chance to rent them or anything and then my best friend got hooked on them and bought a ton of them and i have to say...I LOVE THEM! Especially Dirty Dancing, Footloose, The Breakfast Club, and Pretty In Pink. They're some of my favorites. I can't say the same about 80s music though. Idk but it just doesn't light my bulb! haha.

So yeahh that's all i really wanna say. ttyl chikass :)

PS: WHo else wants to see the Hannah Montana movie just because of that hottie cowboy?
I KNOW I DO!!!!!!!! :D

random.

So i haven't posted in a while sorry. Well there's a lot that's been happening since February 24th. Such as TV updates (been kinda slow on those sorry), school updates, and my random life lesson story i sometimes throw in just for kicks!

So starting off exactly a week late is...ABDC! I'm so glad that Quest won! They really were amazing and they totally dominated the stage. Beat Freaks were awesomee too and i loved how they were an all girl crew, so somewhere deep down inside i wanted them to win, but idk Quest was just better.

And ok so then now onto the Secret Life - which i'm still kinda watching. I didn't get to see this weeks episode on the baby shower. I'm almost done with it i just gotta wait until my mom gets outta the kitchen so that i can watch it without her freaking out. So i'll post thoughts on that later.

OK. well....Grace and...and...oops im blanking. Grace and JACK. Ohhkay looks like Grace and Jack are back together. But that's like the least of my worries for that show. And i'm SO SO SO glad that Amy's keeping the baby, and that the baby is on it's way already. Can't wait until Monday! It's gonna be soo amazing!

Well....hmm.

And nowww onto...AMERICAS NEXT TOP MODEL. And i'm sorry to say it but, it's getting kinda repetitive and all the girls are kinda fugly. Not to be mean or anything but idk what the judges see in Teyona? Wind tunnel faces aren't exactly Paris' haute-est faces. am i right or am i right?! But i have to say that i love love love Allison. She's the cutest thing ever. And i was kinda shocked that they went to all blonde hair, but it totally works for her. Her eyes really are ahhmazing. And then Fo. I. Love. Fo. Idk why but something about her seems so cute, she just needs to work out that hair. It's not that hard to get over it and bring a femme touch to her photos. But overall i think Tyra was a little desperate and idk, seems like she kinda lost her touch right? Not all those makeovers were that great. But Kortnie's hair was amazing. She totally works that redhead thing right!?

And hmm who got eliminated again? Ohh yeahh it was that weird spicy latina chick. Idk her name sorry. She totally though she was hott stuff with her new hair, but i guess she wasn't a hot mami like she thought. And i just have to say that i love (oldie blonde chick) idk her name. But she's the one that was totally decked out in Paris' latest walking down that catwalk in panel. She's so old, but her photos rock my socks man! Yes they rock my totally awesome duckie socks i got 4 years ago in the dollar section at target. Yeahh that's how i roll, i make cheap look chic!

Anyways....now i'm bored with models. What else was i gonna say BESIDES.

I AM SO MAD THAT GG AND OTH AND 90210 HAVE BEEN GONE FOR A MONTH!!!!!!!! but they are coming back. And so i saw the promo for OTH and i was freaking out! Peyton can die if she has the baby or something? But she still wants to have it. That makes no sense at all!

So enough with TV shows....now onto guys.

So isn't there always that one guy that you like that you can never ever have? Yeahh usually because he's taken by someone else, or at least his heart is taken or something stupid like that right. So it's so annoying because i like this guy i've known forever and i think he likes this other girl. She's not even that pretty. I mean idk my friends say im obsessed but i don't think i am. But anyways i deleted his number from my phone. But it's still saved somewhere on my sheet of contacts that's in my desk somewhere.

So that's that. and now i'm going to the mall to help my friend pick out shoes and a clutch for turnabout. And then i need to buy some clothes too :) byees

and the oscar goes to...

yeahh sorry it's a little late...but i had other things to take care of. So first of all i'm just gonna talk about these fricken awards. SLUMDOG MILLIONAIRE got wayyyy to many awards. I haven't seen it or anything...but seriously. give the other little fishys a chance! And then the curious case of benjamin button got a lot. I didn't see that one either but it seemed like it was a good movie. I still have to see that one and Milk, which my friend said was really good but kinda sad. I can deal with sad though i think, it's just the guy-guy i might not be able to stare at for too long. and....HEATH LEDGER GOT AN OSCAR. obviously right?! people say he only got it cause he was dead, but honestly...out of all the nominees, he was like the best anyways :)

ANNDDD my sexy beast presented an award or whatever it was. Robert Pattionson is so hott!

AAANND so is zac efron. That sexy little dance just turned me on! Sorta, not literally speaking hahaha.

So now onto fashion. The best part right?!

Well first of all: Angelina Jolie's rocks were hugee! And idk i didn't really like them that much. I mean those huge green gobules weren't a big fave of mine. At first i thought they were fake, but then again, they might be. It's costume jewlery. Let's just bring Coco Chanel back won't we! But i dont' even think Coco was THAAT tacky.

And as for Ms. Miley Cyrus. LOVE LOVE LOVE! This is such a chic dress for Miley. I don't know who it is exactly and idc that much. I'm not gonna even bother to look it up. The dress is so modern, and the neckline is very instyle right now. But seriously? When did she get boobs? Did she go to Pretty Titty (haha)? I think the dress really highlights her good features though and it looks great with her skin tone and her hair. OMG i love it. It would look better on me though! And it seems to be that skinny waists are in again too. Can anyone say Coco?

And i have to say, Ms. Amy Adams was looking quite fine herself too! You would think that the red dress would look horrible with her red hair, but it looks amazing on her. The color is really beautiful, and it looks good on her thin frame and *coughskinnycough* arms.

Anne Hathaway was looking gorgeous, as always. It seems to be that the neurtals were very in for the red carpet. And also red as seen above. So look out fashion scouts: Shimmery White is IN. And it always was in, but it looks like Anne just brought it back into style. Especially for your porcelain chiquitas! She totally rocks it. I think the trick is to get one that has a slight grayish tint to it and to make sure it shows skin, not covers it up.

And Penelope Cruz was rocking it in that Latina flava! Sorta. Can someone say VINTAGE CHIC! This is how you wear vintage. Since most vintage is very elaborate by itself you dont' really need accessories. Maybe a tiny necklace and bracelet like Penelope is doing and a clutch, but that's it. This dress speaks for itself. It's truly beautiful on Penelope. It flaunts all her good features, like her sexylicious curves :) and her very beautiful skin. It really is perfect. She's definately worth it :)

So someone looks liek she had tons of fun with the Bedazzler! Haha i'm totally kidding. I love this dress. It is (again) a shade of silvery/shimery/creamy white. It's in that same group of things. So it seems like this was a major trend right? So was the silky fabrics, but then again it is the Oscars right!? I juse love love love this dress. This is what my wedding dress will look like! Just with more of a corset and some more flufffff at the bottom. Very cute. Amazing choice stylistas :)

So this is what my dress will look like, just with the fabric of Jen's! SJP made yet another elegant appearance. As she always does. Ohh btw did anyone hear that little tidbit of a sex and the city 2 rumor? Hmm...more hot guys? NO :'( More oldies. But anyways back to fashionn! This was relly pretty on her, and romantic yet sexy. For her. THe corset and tiny tiny waist made the full skirt less dangerous perse. I love it.

So now i have to go out and get some white clothes right?! Plus i look amazing in white so it all works out :)

shortiee postiee

So who else had a goodish Valentine's Day?! My bestie best friend came over and we just hung out. We watched Made of Honor too. That's such a cutiee movie! It's like one of those total cliche stories about the best friend falling for the best friend even though they've been in love for like ever! It was a cute movie. She's also letting me borrow Pretty In Pink which i'll probably watch tonight. I need to get these old movies watched. One of my favorite old movies is The Breakfast Club. It was really good.

So anyways i don't really have much to say today, other than the fact that i need a new iPod so badly! I have like 600+ songs and i only have room for 1,000 or less. I think less actually. It's starting to scare me. But my birthday is coming up so i'll have money and maybe i'll buy a new one. After i get my new iHome that i might need if my brother gets a new iPod which my parents are reluctant to buy him.

So anywhoo. Who watches The CIty?! Who HATES Olivia?! She's such a stuck up little biotch. I feel so bad for Whitney. In LA she always had Lauren to talk to in the office and everything and Lauren actually cared unlike Olivia. And then Olivia totally stabbed Whitney in the back for that whole band thing with Jay's band. OMG it was so sad.

And then ABDC. It's gone by sooo fast! Or at least it seems like it. I love quest crew and beat freaks. If beat freaks wins it'll be amazing since they'll be the first girl crew to do it. WHo's your fave?!

Haha sorry this is a short post but i gotta finish the homework.

Love ya chikaas :]

wow

So i know i just had a HUGE post...But idk if i can really do that AGAIN!

First let me say that i still have to watch the past 2 episodes of The City and the last ABDC!! I CAN'T BELIEVE I MISSED IT. But i was at Street Scenes -- which is this thing that my school does. And yeahh it was kinda fun. But that's what i'm gonna talk about right now.

So remember this whole thing that's happening between my two friends where they couldn't go to the school dance together and stuff...well this guy isn't talking to my friend now! Like for shiz! And so the entire night we were trying to stay away from him but the whole time he was "trying to get the balls to talk to my friend" Which is a load of BS cause he could have walked up to her anytime he wanted to. Idk what his problem is though. And then he just comes up and talks to me when my friend was right BEHIND ME! Yeahh. I was kinda like wow just stop trying to annoy her...in my head i thought that of course :) But he also saw me dancing with my friends and wanted to dance with me and i was like "sorry i'm kinda busy right now" cause i can't just dance with him when he's being a biotch to my friend. He's just PMSing i guess.

So that's that. And last night i had a GNO with my friends and it was SO MUCH FUN! So there were 9 of us and we went to go see Confessions of a Shopaholic -- and that is pretty much MY movie. I'm gonna be a shopaholic one day and i'll be the one with 9,000+ dollars in debt. Haha and that guy that was Rebecca's beau was totally hawtt! Even for an oldish guy. I mean if i was his age....we'd be magical :) haha.

So after the movie we all went to Buffalo Wild Wings and they didn't have enough room for us at one table so we split into 2 tables. And so it was 5 of my friends and then 4 of us. And at the 5 ppl table they all got 'separate checks' and all that and i'm like where's the fun with that!? Cause me and my other 3 friends got as follows: Chicken Tenders with fries, extra fries, mozarella sticks, popcorn shrimp, mini corn dogs, and nachos and then chocolate fudge cake -- and YES we ate ALL of it. It was so much fun. I totally had a food baby after i ate all that too. That's how you eat people! I hate when girls eat like birds, it's so unattractive! Haha guys like girls who eat what they want to eat! It's truee :)

So i got home from that at 12:30. And now i'm here and i have to babysit in a half an hour :( blahh i don't want to. I'm so tired. And i have a date with my best friend tonight ;) or some sort of date i guess. Haha she's just coming over and we're gonna have oodles of fun! That's what best friends do right? I mean sometimes you grow apart but there's always some friendship there. Friends are always with you somehow. And you hang out with them cause you want to not cause you have to. And you act like total lesbos with them because it's fun. And you make tons of inside jokes together cause you're just that retarted. And you act like idiots in public because you like to make a scene and show off your love for each other :) Especially on Valentine's Day!

So for all the single ladies out there (aka moi) grab your bestie and have your own fun ;)

love & lies, girls & guys ?

Well continuing on with all this love stuff i've been talking about. So remember how i said that i told my guy friend i would be jealous if he went out with another girl....and that this girl asked him to the school dance coming up....and he said yes and he was thinking about asking her out...well it turns out that she has a boyfriend!! A BOYFRIEND! And she just told me this Monday ok. So i asked my friend who was going with her to turnabout or whatver cause i kinda thought she woulda told him, AND HE DIDN'T KNOW! IIIII had to tell him that she had BF! And she didn't wanna tell her actual boyfriend because "he gets jealous really easliy" OBVIOUSLY SINCE HE CAN'T TRUST HER! And she just "really wanted to go with this guy (the friend i know)" I mean i get that they're friends and stuff, but you just don't do stuff like that, especially when you have a fricken boyfriend. So then i kinda felt bad about telling him, but seriously i would wanna know if that was me! Right?

Anyways but the bigger question is why he actually said yes THE DAY AFTER his numero uno chikaa said she couldn't go with him for a number of reasons. She really didn't have any say in it anyways. He was really mean for doing that, and then telling her the day when she was already in hell! Just making it worse. It just pisses me off when people do stuff like that. Shady, sneaky, bitchy stuff. Wow i just went on a huge rant about that.

But let's rant somemore about stupid school crap. Well apparently drugs are pretty popular with all the stuck up sophys at my school. Apparently the drug and alcohol consumption at my school is as follows: sophys, seniors, juinors, and freshys. That's seriously kinda sad that sophomores beat the seniors on that one. Honestly, all the seniors come back from lunch smelling like total potheads. It's really shocking that none of the teachers notice. Maybe we should use some of this tuition money on nose transplants. But then again...we (meaning they) wouldn't get away with it! It honestly seems like half the teachers at my school don't even care about that stuff. But i know they probably do.

But i really do hate the sophomores at my school. ALLL the girls are stuck up bitches and all like "ohh i have a massage tomorrow i NEED some relaxation" And seriously i did not make up that quote i overheard some girls talking about it yesterday. And let's just say that they all look more like orange crayons than golden twin towers. It's called OVER-TANNING PEOPLE! I mean you can definately tell. Especially if you're like this one girl i saw at school yesterday. She had dry, totally dyed reddish hair with BLONDE highlights (FUGLY!). and yes she was an orange crayon clone too! This ISN'T Willy Wonka and the Chocolate Factory. We don't need any more oompa loompas! They honestly used to scare me soo much when i was little. It's like all my nightmares rushing back to me! AHHHH!

Ohh and then i found out some girl is preggers. But that's like the least of my worries and it's really none of my business. But apparently she's already had 2 aborts so she can't do another one. But like i said none of my business!!!

So let's see any lighter topics....

Well wasn't 90210 interesting? I hate that Rhonda girl. But when she kissed Ethan at the end of the dance i was like WHAT?! I mean he was "looking" at her, but EWW! Ethan is with Annie. They're so cutee together! Rhonda should just go suck an egg to pass the time! She can't go stealing other people's boyfriends.

But speaking of Annie, I felt so bad for her and her little drama classes. She kinda sucked. She really did and don't say you didn't think so. Her teacher hated her anyways. She was just so BAD. She had absolutely NO emotion. But then when she stole Rhonda's story that was reallyyy bad. And Ethan saw. Kinda predictable though. That's the one thing I hate about scripted TV, it's kinda predictable.

But anyways...SILVER! OMG she is whipped. And girls don't get whipped. Whipped is a GUY term for a guy who is pretty much basically in love with his girl and will do anything for her. Well now im making a girl whipped. Here it is: Whipped: female adjective. A girl who finally admits to loving her boyfriend and does EVERYTHING she can to make him know it, even though he probably is second guessing his love for her. Sounds about right, right? Well first of all...that was a really nice Valentine's Day thing. But she really didn't have to go all CHOCOLATE CAKE CRAZY. Was it PMS or something? Cake doesn't really make a night perfect. But i guess a hotel room does. And so does a tattoo of you're boyfriend's name on you hip? According to silver it does. I think that was a little overboard. I mean did anyone else see the look Dixon had after he saw her tattoo? Yeahh just a little scary. My brother told me never to get a tattoo cause they're addictive. (He has 6)

Nothing about 90210 excited me that much besides Silver. Adriana had a perfect ending to VDay, but Naomi didn't. Who woulda though that Bar Boy was in high school? Hmm....and now he hates Naomi. This is gonna get interesting...

Just like The Secret Life was. It actually wasn't that good but i have to include it in this post. So...Amy loves Ben, Ben doesn't know about Amy. Jack is with Shauna, Shauna is 20, Jack is 16, Shauna's brother likes her. WHAT!? That's kinda what i got out of that little last part when he said "and you're too pretty to go to jail and walked into his room with a smirk on his face. Did anyone else see that SMIRK?!

And RICKY! ahhh rickyy <3>
So apparently he likes Amy? But Amy loves Ben? But Ben doesn't know? And Ricky is done with Adrienne and Grace. This is all tooo much! But not enough at the same time. Idk i think i'm just gonna wait for next weeks episode to see moree!

OMG ANTM IS MARCH 4th...(the day after my birthday :] just for future reference)
Does anyone know when Project Runway is coming back?! Cause i NEED it. It's the addiction that is killing me by keeping me away. It IS my brand of heroin. Well no that would technically be Edward Cullen, but i can't get into that just yet!

And since it's almost 1:30 in the morning i'm gonna go. Night chikaasss :]

could life be any more confusing?

Ok so one second everthing is good and everyone is good with each other, and then i turn around and its drama drama drama. Life's a beach so have a ball? NO! Life's a bitch, so take that ball and throw it in someone's face and run away! Seriously.

Girls have wayy too much drama going on. We all talk too much. We all gossip too much. We all backstab too much. We all lie too much. Everything. Especially when it comes to guys. It's all COMPETITION. Whoever can ask him out first. Whoever can get him to call back first. Whoever can ask him to the school dance the cutest way. Yeahh that's what i get to deal with now. OHH JOY! All this crap is goin down. My friends are batteling it out on asking this one guy, and no matter who goes with him it's not gonna end. They'll always be mad at each other. My other friend was in tears yesterday cause the guy she wants to ask to turnabout got asked by someone else. 2 of my other friends aren't really talking because of crap that went down.

And then i made a bad mistake this morning of telling one of my guy friends that i would be jealous if he went out with this other girl. And i would! But i just don't like him like that. He's just a friend. HONESTLY! But idk why i would be jealous. And it's only with her. Idk.

I honestly don't know what to do. This has been the worst week ever that i can remember and i'm not even kidding. All my friends have stuff going on. I gained like 5 pounds in the past week and a half and IDK WHY! I'm getting a B in spanish...and i just don't do Bs. Idk i hate seeing them on my report card and stuff. I like As! They're the best and i like to be the best.

Anyways about all this love stuff. Valentine's Day is coming up, yay. Haha i'm babysitting that night anyways so i have my excuse not to go anywhere with anyone :) I really don't want a boyfriend cause there's no one who's really boyfriend material for me. But i still get goosebumps when i listen to all those cute love songs. Especially the Taylor Swift ones. They're so cute and i so totally wish i was that girl in the song, any of her songs. But then again i realize that love comes when you least expect it. So i'm not waiting for anything special at the moment. And if it comes down to it, i can just marry a pair of Manolos instead of a man. Shoes ARE the perfect accessory :) They never cheat or lie and they know how to treat you right! hehe.

so before i get too depressed i'm gonna go. night chikass :]

So i just finished watching The Secret Life and i thought it was an okay episode. Last season's episodes were so much better! I guess this season hasn't really gotten started yet. But idk there's really nothing to talk about. This has been the crappiest week i have ever had. That's why i'm not really gonna post anything today. There really isn't anything i could say. Just that i need some new songs! MAJORLY! so tell me some good bands and stuff.

gracias chikass :]

dramaaa

So i'm just going to assume that everyone saw Gossip Girl, One Tree Hill, and 90210. And if you didn't...well don't read any further.

So last night's Gossip Girl had to be one of the most interesting (and annoying) episodes there have been. First of all, I hated how it started out with Serena and Dan not really talking to each other because they were supposed to be working on their relationship...and it's true that communication is the first to go! And then Blair being the bitch that she is started that whole rumor about Dan and Rachel for absolutely no reason! I mean just to get back at Rachel for giving her a B and getting rid of cell phones before school! That's totally crazy. That girl is seriously ON something. And then of course Dan has to go out and see Rachel outside of school. I mean what kind of sick and twisted person would want to see their teacher out of shcool? I understand that Rachel is "cool" or whatever, but seriously. AND THEN, OF COURSE, Serena has to see Dan comforting Rachel (chemistryyy) and has to take the picture and of course she just HAD to give it to Blair. So then Blair has to show it to Constance and then get Rachel fired for absolutely nothing! What is up with this huge web of lies?! But of course then Blair confesses and they tell the school and Rachel gets her job back. But OOPS she doesn't know that when she goes off to sleep with DAN. DAN AND RACHEL! OMG. AND IT WAS THE NIGHT THAT HE AND SERENA "BROKE UP"!! I seriously was about to scream. There's gonna be no hope for him and Serena after that! Ohh God no. We'll have to stay tuned!

And even more sadly, my hottie was barely there. Not that i care to see him and Vanessa snuggle it up, but he's so hott. I hate him and Vanessa. UGHH! But ohhkayy moving onto One Tree Hill.

So first of all, i just started watching One Tree Hill last season and i IMMEDIATELY got hooked. But last night's episode was pretty good. I loved to see all the casting for the characters for Lucas' movie. It was kinda funny, but i hate that director guy! He just goes by how hot each actress is and not even if they can act at all. And he was being so mean to Luke about the whole thing! I wanted to shoot him! And i felt SOOO bad for Peyton. She had to do all that baby stuff on her own. But then she FINALLY broke down and called her fiance but then the message didn't go through. blahh :P But i thought it was totally nice of her to put Luke before her and she didn't want to worry him even more than he was. So sweet. And then when he showed up at the doctor's appointment that was the PERFECT ending.

But anyways moving on. I absolutely HATE that new principal that wouldn't let Hayley put Sam's essay in the paper. It was probably awesome but she had to "regulate" and "keep the students away from bad things" blah blah all that jazz. And then she threatened to FIRE HER! But of course Hayley isn't Hayley without a fight. So then she published Sam's essay which totally just made my day! But then the last we saw of her was when she went into the principal's office. I really wanna know if she is fired or still working at school. Hmm...we have to wait.

And does anyone else thing that Jamie is just the cutest little kid ever! He had a little date with his teacher. I was "awww-ing" the whole time. But then i kinda thought that Dan was trying to steal her away just like Jamie thought. Well i think he learned his lesson that sometimes old is TOO old. haha he should get someone his own age next time...and he will! But practice does make perfect :]

Ohhkayy and then 90210 which i JUST watched. It was uber intense! Well i kinda missed the first 20 minutes but i kinda chimed in. So apparently Ethan hurt Rhonda or something in the accident. But is she totally faking it? What is THAT all about? What a freak. Just to get closer to Ethan? Did she totally lie to him too? I don't even know what is true anymore. But i just have this feeling that he's gonna break up with Annie and that he's not totally happy with her. She does seem to only talk about herself and her theatre and stuff though which would be VERYY annoying to me. I mean seriously Annie isn't the only one in the world. It doens't revolve around her. I just think she is kinda naive and hasn't seen the world. And after Ethan had the epiphany about spending too much time doing one thing and not exploring the world i was glad for him that he talked to Annie about it. But of course she didn't care! Idk but she kinda annoys me now. But next week is the Valentine's Day episode and i think it'll be good. I really wanna see what happens.

And OMG one of my favorite couples is finally back together...Dickson and Silver. I kinda thought they were weird at first, but now i like them together. I was really happy to see that Sliver FINALLY showed some emotion other than hate and darkness. All she does is complain about the world and how she hates it blah blah. But this time she finally told Dickson she loved him! Well not in so many words...but it was IMPLIED...and he got that, which is the only part that matters :]

And Adriana! and Ty! And Ty's mom! And Adriana's mom! That's like a soap opera in itself right there. First of all i really have to say that i absolutely HATEEEE Ty's mom. All she wanted to do was cover up that there was a baby at all and that isn't fair to Adriana. And then she totally was going to MAKE Adriana give up her baby for adoption. Even if that is the best choice, it's not hers to make. Telling Adriana she could never talk about the baby was very mean too. She is a total control freak that woman. Wow eww. But i was SO SO HAPPY to see that Adriana and her mom are at peace now! When Adriana's mom stuck up for her at that little rendezvous i was like heck yeahh biotch! I was so happy that she finally stuck up for her daughter and she finally admitted to being the worst mom ever. It was the happy ending i was waiting for :]
If we could just work Kellan back into the script that would be awesome....

I still have to watch the past 2 episodes of The City and last night's Secret Life. But i really don't have time for that now! Homework. blahh :P

byee chikass :]

well might i just add...

That i love my friend Alise's blog! It's totally what i wanted to do...but never got around to doing. So some Twilight news for the day...well there really isn't any. But please just shoot me if you don't think he could be Aro! Isn't he perfect? At least i think he could be.

And look at our Jane (hopefully). I mean she totally rocks the whole hood thing. And she's got the paleness going on. Might work! I really think Ben is a cutie though. Maybe if he didn't have a butt chin he would be better....who knows! He's still at the bottom of my list though. I mean, no one can top Robert.

Anyways enough of my obsessing about Twilight. Is ANYONE gonna watch Gossip Girl? I mean seriously that is one of the most intense shows on tv right now. I'm always so booked with TV during the week.

Monday 7: Gossip girl 7: Secret Life 8: One Tree Hill 9: The CIty

Tuseday 7: 90210

Thursday: America's Best Dance Crew

Which reminds me... Whichever one of you guys thinks that American Idol is better than America's Best Dance Crew is seriously on something. I mean who cares about people singing and singing and singing? Their voices never change anyways. Now dancing on the other hand...SO AMAZING! Always new routines and challenges and outfits and everything is so perfect. It really is better than Idol. I gave up on that show yearsss ago :]

But speaking of Gossip Girl...It's on in 10 minutes and i have a date with Chace/Nate. Hopefully he'll finally be on an episode.

Byee chikaas :]

oops

Wow sorry guys it's been a really long time since i've blogged. But i've been so busy.
So i have to say that i'm so glad that Taylor is still Jacob. The more i think about it the more i want Dakota Fanning to play Jane. I really think she would be a good Jane, i think she kinda looks like her too. And Ben Barnes should totally play Aro. He seems perfect too since he's all mysterious! and maybee a teeny bit sexay ;]

But now i'm so mad cause the Twilight convention is coming to my city this week and I CAN'T GO! I really wanted to go with my friend, but i honestly couldn't just come up with $450 plus it woulda been kind of a waste. I wanna see Rob and Taylor and Kellan and Cam and Jackson all together. I really don't care about anyone else. I mean Kristen is a horrible actress anyways. But it would be cool to see Nikki and Ashley and Peter. I love the Cullen family! It's so perfect. Everyone totally fits their part too! *sigh* i can't wait till New Moon comes out. And i really hope SM gets Dark High Noon coming along too. But enough of this Twilight rampage. I could say so much more but i'll spare you!

So what else is really worth talking about right now? Well i went to my friend's house last night and he had people over and stuff, and it was interesting. I guess that's all i'm gonna say about that. Ohh and i finally realized a couple days ago that i have no date to turnabout! The one guy who was like my backup, is unavailable. This other girl is totally obsessed with him and already knows how she's gonna ask him and everything. I can't compete with her. I mean she's not the prettiest girl ever, but idk. I think he would go with me if i asked him, but i'll leave him to her :'[ And then my other guy friend apparently wants me to ask him, but i don't wanna go with him! Plus my other friend was gonna ask him, and she wants to go with him as friends and i would too. But i need someone who i can dance with, and idk if he's that guy. That's pretty much my biggest worry right now. Sad right?

So has anyone read the Private novels?! They are some of my favorite books now. They are soo amazing! Totally superficial and rich cliche...but still really intense. I read Private and Invitation Only in like 3 days and i can't wait to get Untouchable. Idk why they're so alluring, but they are. They're kinda like the Gossip Girl books, but different since there's no TV show about them which makes them better. Or at least i think so. Which is why i have to get to the library ASAP to get the next 2. OMG amazing :)

So i'm off. I'll try to post more later, most likely about GG, OTH, Secret Life, The City, or ABDC. Or ANTM. And i'll hopefully do more quotes later.

xoxo chikaass :]

back on the twilight track :)

so i have these posted on my other quote blog too...but im gonna add them here since this IS a TWILIGHT blog:

THE TWILIGHT 10 COMMANDMENTS:
1. Edward is you greek god you shall worship his hotness
2. You shall not make wrongful use of the name cullen
3. Remember the characters birthdays and make them holy
4. Honor Carlisle and Esme cullen
5. You shall not bite or drink human blood
6. You shall not commit adultery (unless it’s with Jacob black)
7. You shall only steal expensive cars
8. You shall not bear false witness against mythical creatures
9. You shall totally covet the cullens’ cars
10. You shall TOTALLY covet bella’s, alice’s, and rosalie’s boyfriends

SURE SIGNS THAT GIRL'S A TWILIGHTER:
1. She orders mushroom ravioli anytime she eats at an Italian restaurant.
2. August 2, 2008 has the same level of importance as a national holiday.
3. She’s able to explain, in detail, the vampire wars of the southern U.S. and Mexico.
4. The sight of a shiny, silver Volvo causes a reaction that is akin to an epileptic seizure.
5. The above reaction is replaced with intense disappointment when she realizes the driver is only human…not a bronze-haired, pale-skinned vampire.
6. When vacationing in Volterra, Italy, she skips the castle tour.
7. She refers to her boyfriend as her “brand of heroin” or her own “personal sun.”
8. For her, Christmas is coming early in 2008. More specifically, on December 12th.
9. She only dates men who sparkle in the sun or run around shirtless in snowstorms.
10. She names one of her children any of the following: Bella, Edward, Jacob, Emmett, Rosalie, Jasper, Alice, Esme, or Carlisle.
11. If someone has a high, persistent fever, she asks if they’re part Quileute.
12. She’d rather be deathly pale than healthily tan, because that’s how the Cullens do it.
13. She goes cliff-diving in the hopes of meeting werewolves.
14. She buys gold contacts for her boyfriend to wear.
15. She debates whether the local zoos’ grizzlies are irritable enough for Emmett Cullen.
16. Air conditioners and space heaters aren’t just household appliances to her…
17. She prefers forks to spoons.
18. Hands holding an apple and a red ribbon torn in half have amazing meaning to her.
19. She belongs to two or more Facebook groups proclaiming her love for Edward Cullen and/or Jacob Black.
20. She insists that her boyfriend work out constantly to get that “werewolf physique.”
21. Motorcycles automatically remind her of Jacob Black.
22. She’s wearing this shirt.
23. Telling her “Edward Cullen is not real” brings on fits of violence and hysteria.
24. “Jacob Black is not real” gets the exact same reaction.
25. “Mike Newton is not real” garners a shrug and “So? Nobody likes him anyway.”
26. She tells little kids thunder is the sound of vampires playing baseball.
27. She avoids anyone named Victoria, James, Laurent, and Jane.
28. Flirtatious blonde waitresses are her mortal enemies.
29. Any song can somehow be applied to Bella, Edward, or Jacob.
30. The pros and cons of dating vampires and werewolves are normal topics of conversation.
31. Her fictional love life is more complicated than her real one.

totally awesome right? i know! i have this huge obsessive twilight list...you know the ones that are like...you know youre obsessed when....yeahh those. but thats wayyy to long to post on here. maybe if you beg :]