country girl at heart

So usually my recently played songs on my iPod are all alternative and rock of course, since its my favorite. But lately i've been rocking out to country. The songs are so pretty and so close to you. Like you can relate to them easily....idk its weird. Alise knows what i mean i'm suree.
So anyways these are the songs i can't stop listening to...
All-American Girl by Carrie Underwood
Just a Dream by Carrie Underwood
Wasted by Carrie Underwood
Don't Forget to Remember Me by Carrie Underwood
Some Hearts by Carrie Underwood
Inside Your Heaven by Carrie Underwood
Summer Nights by Rascal Flatts
Kiss a Girl by Keith Urban
Sweet Thing by Keith Urban
You'll Think of Me by Keith Urban

Listen to them you won't be disappointed!

summer

so my summer isn't exactly going the way i want it to because all i've been doing is cheerleading! i have all next week off though which is good :] but i was sitting in my brothers car the other night on the way to see transformers 2 (which was amazing by the way go see it!) and the sunroof was open and i felt the warm summer air like all around me and i miss how i haven't been able to go outside at night. Night air is like my favorite smell (idc if you can't smell it but i can) next to rain. and the two mixed make happines. But yeahh thats basically it. And i have a new guy on my radar too :] can't say the name in case someone sees this...but yeahh. now i just gotta dig up some dirt on him and i'll figure out what i should do with him.
so i'm off to snoop. ttyl chikass :)

peoplee

so i couldn't sleep last night AT ALL. yesterday was one of those days when i like seriously thought about...life in general right. like i talked to my best friend about stuff and someone else was talking to me and i was thinking about how much i've changed this year and stuff, not nescessarily all bad things but just like looking back and stuff. so i didn't fall asleep till 4:30 and i only got 2 hours of sleep, but i'm still functioning as if i got like 10 hours. its weird.

so yeahh i was just thinking about people in general and the kind of people i surrond myself with. like i don't have a set clique of friends, i kinda travel a lot and i like it but then i don't. cause not everyone in each group is like really good friends with me. its kinda weird. but i mean i love to talk and i talk to everyonee and i just love people. i'm a people person.

so i realized that ever since i had a huge fight with my best friend last summer and totally snapped at her after 10 years of crap i bottled up, i've become so open about things with certain people. there's definitely people i don't really tell certain stuff to because they're just not gonna get it, but i like those people i can share life's little stories with. and i also realized that ever since i snapped last summer i've been like...a bigger bitch. like i've almost forgotten my limits. i'm straight up about stuff like if i don't like you you're gonna know, kinda like that. and i just say whatever i want to because i can't hold things in anymore because it just killss me. so yeahh ik this is really random but i use this blog to vent about life, obviouslyy...

uhmm so then i was talking to this other person last night and it just surprised me that this person like was so...comfortable and open about everything and like we barely talk and they just like told me all this stuff. we were talking about something and then they just said "i don't wanna talk about it" and i mean me being who i am i was like ohh are you sure you can tell me anything you know. like stuff like that. and yeahh.

so then again i realized that you get out of people what you give them. like if you're nice to someone and you trust them, then they'll be nice to you and yeahh. it just bothers me how things are sometimes so unbalanced where you're really nice to someone but they don't really return the favor you know? or how you always let your best friend have the good spot on the couch but they never give it up for you. yeahh idk.

ok so done now idk randomness is my specialty :]
ttylll!

omg again!

so wanna know todays biggest pet peeve: poseurs. copy cats. fakes. people who copy everyone.

ok so idk why (well i do but i'm not gonna say) but i kinda almost have reached my breaking point with this. i absolutely HATE people who aren't themselves. i hate hate hate it. it annoys me so much! like i honestly can't stand it!!!!

there are people i know who act so fake and two-faced i don't ever know which side of them to believe. well wanna know what a copy cat is. heres the sure ways to see that someone is copying other people:

1. they kinda change styles easily, usually outward appearence i.e. clothes. they can go from being really skaterish to really preppy depending on what all their friends wear.
2. they say they hate something and then when you like it they magically do too.
3. whatever you start to do or wear they automatically think its cool and buy themselves the thing too
4. they have the same likes as you just so you think they're cool
5. the really stress the issue that they're really original and not like everyone else
6. they say whatever you say to them as combacks.
7. if you don't like something about them they don't like it about you either even if it doesnt make sense.
8. they hate when people copy them but they don't notice that they copy other people
9. they try to make you look like you're fake

so i'm sorry those aren't very clear but i'm just trying to vent this anger of mine in a very relaxed neutral way so the person who i'm basically talking about doesn't see this and think i'm talking about them. but basically i hate people like that, and my school is basically full of fake, two-faced people so i deal with it pretty easily. but i've reached my point and i might confront this person about it soon.

it's not really a good thing when friends and people influence you like that because they can influence you do to some other really stupid stuff. and yeahh "everyone does it" but whatever its not cool and youre not cool for acting like someone else so give it up its so stupid! just be your own person and stop caring about what your friends think of you!

amen praise the lord hallelujah!
done :]

uhmm wow

biggest pet peeve of the day: people who think they're better than everyone else.

i hate hate hate people like that. i mean doesn't everyone? so i mean lets say that theoretically there was this really annoying girl on my team (sport doesn't matter) and so in theory no one really likes this girl. and so hypothetically this girl was just standing there today doing a little craft project well we were supposed to be getting ready for our "sport" practice. and continuing on with our little "fictional story" this girl was said she didn't need to stretch or get ready for practice because her "insert type of jump here" was better than everyone elses "insert jump here" which technically (not really) means that it can't go any higher and I QUOTE "IS ALREADY PERFECT" (which it isn't i mean things can always improve). so then lets say that i just magically happened to slap this girl and she went flying across the floor.

ohhkayy so that last part with the slapping didn't happen but OMG i was so ready to. i just wanted to smack that girl she annoys me so much! idk why but i had to share and sorry if you don't really understand what i'm talking about but i have to keep it secret incase karen sees it :]

ohhkayy well i'm off! ttfn!

welll...

ok so i haven't blogged in a while and i miss it. so let's get started.

first of all thank god its summahh! i'm so excited. so most people when they think of summer they think of beaches and bikinis and boyss and getting tan blah blah blah. but when i say summer i think of...boyss and NOT getting tan and cheerleading? yeahh i made cheer as my friend alise pointed out a while ago on her blog. i really haven't been keeping up with this very well. so yeah i'm gonna be cheerleading a lot this summer. and yes it is a sport so don't go all weirdo on me.

so second of all. summer means summer boys right. well obviously! but idk guyss are so confusing. i mean yes girls are more confusing and our emotions are always based on some fricken retarded cycle of hormones which btw suckss! but guys are so cryptic.one minute they text you and the next they don't wanna really talk. and one day they're all flirty and the next they're all one-word texters. which is the most annoying thing everr!
but i still love themm :] mostly because they're funn to look at haha

and hmmm....so i'm not really gonna talk about tv shows anymore cause that just bores me and theyre always changing and theres a new show every night and i really don't have time to give a review for all of them i mean its not like my criticism is doing anything right?
but i will say that one tree hill is basically the best show ever created! i started watching it in the middle of the 5th season and i was already hooked, and now i'm borrowing my friends earlier seasons and i can't stop watching it. but i just finished the second and i don't have the third yet. i'm seriously going crazyy!

and ok so talking about friends now, and just people in general i guess. i hate how so many people are fake. remember those fake tanned girls i was talking about? the oompa-loompas? yeahh basically every girl i know uses their stupid spray tan to cover up the real them. like not just physically but its like they don't want anyone to know who they really are. which is retarded cause its obvious that everyone knows those girls are poseurs and all that and stuff.

speaking of poseurs. lets say i have this friend. and this friend alwayss copies other friends. yet she hates when people copy her because she "likes to be herself". well yeahh right she doesn't even know how to be herself. its like she does stuff just to be cool and whatever and its not. and i don't even think she notices she's doing it. but everyone else does. some people are just blinded by popularity and theyre insecure about everything. if you confront them about it though, be prepared to hear "i don't do it to be cool i do it because i like to" and we all know thats a load of BS.

hmm what else can i blab on about? idk fresh out of things to talk about.
i'll post later chikass :]

she walked away

They were two little kids. They were always seen together riding bikes and eating popsicles in the summer. They colored together and played house and pretended to be married. Their parents thought it would be funny if they fell in love, so they did.
It was summer. He called her up on her phone and told her to meet him at the bridge just down the road from their houses. She hadn’t ever been there before so she wasn’t quite sure where to go, but he told her she would see him waiting. She walked up there right to the middle above the water with the sun setting when he told her he loved her. They never went out before, but they were best friends. The best that best can ever get. Deep down she wanted him to say that, but also didn’t want him too because she was afraid of what would happen if they didn’t stay together forever. But instead she went along with him and said it back to him.
So that’s that and they were a couple. They were always seen riding bikes together and eating popsicles in the summer. They still colored sometimes and talked about what it would be like if they really got married. They talked about school and what was going to happen in the future. They told each other everything and shared all their secrets. Their parents wondered what would happen if they fell out of love, so they did.
It was the end of summer. He called her up on her phone and told her to meet him in a field behind their house. She hadn’t ever been there before but she knew she would see him there waiting. She had no idea what to expect but she wasn’t scared because it was her best friend and he probably just wanted to hang out somewhere special. But she got there and the feeling was all wrong. Then he said it. There was another person he loved. Her world just came crashing down in front of her. Her best friend cheated on her with someone else. How could he do that to her? She just stood there and waited for him to apologize, but nothing came. He just walked away.
Then the next summer was a different summer. They weren’t seen together. It was always him with his friends and her with her friends doing different things. They never talked and they never hung out. Then he called her up and told her to meet him at the bridge. She went there right to the middle, above the water where the sun was setting. He apologized and told her he loved her. He stood there waiting for her to say it back, but she knew better than to get her heart broken again. So this time, she walked away.